| Two months ago I walked out of my 
                garage, midway through the construction of the rudder and cockpit 
                seating for my Stevenson Pocket Cruiser. I thought I would be 
                away for a few days while a midwinter cold snap passed through. 
                But three snow storms, four feet of snow, and endless days of 
                grey skies ransacked my plans. I huddled in my house like a refugee. 
                 
                  |  | Rudder and stock |  I tried to be productive. I finally tackled a long-planned bathroom 
                renovation and repainted the kitchen walls. But I only visited 
                the garage when I needed to grab a tool. I offered silent apologies 
                to my boat, which looked abandoned and forlorn in the cold air 
                and dim florescent light. These long breaks can be dangerous for amateur boat builders. 
                Momentum is lost and, as attention shifts elsewhere, the sense 
                of urgency and excitement can dissipate. Once or twice, I looked 
                at my boat with detachment and wondered why I started building 
                it in the first place. Was it a temporary midlife madness? And 
                if so, what do I do now? Not for the first time, I wondered how 
                I could get rid of an uncompleted hull. But as February passed, the icy path to the garage melted, temperatures 
                inched up a few degrees and the outside world looked less forbidding. 
                Skunk cabbage—a reliable precursor of spring—poked 
                green tips through the shallow waters of a nearby marsh and, like 
                other warm blooded creatures, I started stirring from my den. 
                My thoughts turned to the boat. With a warm coat, gloves, and hat, I went back in the garage, 
                ready to pick up where I left off, but after so many weeks of 
                inactivity, I felt like I was staring at someone else’s 
                project. I found the rudder in several parts, epoxied but not 
                assembled. I know I had purchased the bolts needed to put it together, 
                but where were they now? Before the interruption, I was also preparing 
                to cut the cockpit seat backs—I could see some rough lines 
                scrawled on a sheet of plywood--but they now looked as mysterious 
                as ancient hieroglyphics. What, exactly, did I have in mind? It all looked so daunting, but I forced myself to start work. 
                I found the missing bolts (they were still in the bag from the 
                hardware store) and attached the rudder blade to the stock. I 
                had already rough-cut the tiller, so all I needed to do was sand 
                it smooth, drill two holes and bolt it into the rudder. Two hours 
                later, the whole assembly was finished and I slid it into place 
                against the boat’s transom. With the addition of this simple 
                but unmistakably “boaty” mechanism, my wooden box 
                is now looking more like a real sailboat. More importantly, I 
                have something to do while sitting in the cockpit; I can swing 
                the tiller back and forth while squinting into the imaginary horizon. 
                 
                  |  | Tiller |  The next day, I was back out in the garage, trying to pick up 
                where I left off with the cockpit seating. It didn’t take 
                long to rediscover the purpose of my preliminary measurements 
                and within a few hours the plywood parts were cut and ready to 
                attach. I will wait for warmer days to epoxy sides in place, but 
                the hard work is done.  With these tasks completed, I can count on one hand the steps 
                needed to assemble the rest of the boat. The transom needs a motor 
                mount, the hatch needs a door, the cabin needs its portholes, 
                and the mast needs to be assembled. These are not small tasks, 
                but neither are they hard or intimidating. And as the “to 
                do” list shrinks, my sense of progress seems to accelerate. 
                With each hour of work, I feel measurably closer to the end. I 
                no longer feel that I am toiling without purpose.  Of course, one major task does loom large—fiberglassing. 
                Following the instructions, I plan to glass the whole exterior, 
                from bottom to top, but I have long dreaded this final hurdle. 
                Word on the street is that glassing is time-consuming, messy, 
                tricky and even a bit risky. I stumbled across an online post 
                by a builder who was giving away his partially completed craft 
                because he botched the glassing job and didn’t want to fix 
                the mistake. The story sent shivers down my spine.  But even that fear is dissipating. Just before the cold weather 
                hit, I decided to practice fiberglassing a few small parts. My 
                goal was experiment on pieces that, if necessary, could be replaced, 
                rather than risk catastrophe with the whole boat. I began with 
                the sliding hatch cover. Following the method recommended by a very helpful online video 
                produced by West Systems, (link), I simply draped a piece of 3 
                ounce cloth over the board, then spread a thin layer of epoxy 
                over the surface with a flexible rubber squeegee. Like magic, 
                the fabric turned transparent, which let me know that it was sufficiently 
                impregnated. The next day, I spread another coat and, following 
                some light sanding, I then put down the third and final coat the 
                day after that. The only “mistake” was some dripping 
                on the edges, but the belt sander took care of that problem.  I will probably find some new challenges when I try to glass 
                the entire hull. But what I learned is that—like so many 
                other things related to boat building—a skills that seemed 
                hard and complex in theory was surprisingly easy in practice. 
                I may not do it well or efficiently, but I can do it. And for 
                now, that is enough. I suspect that I am underestimating the work remaining. Even 
                now I am realizing that rigging will probably take some time to 
                figure out and the sails will cause me fits. But after such a 
                long delay and so many worries, I am simply pleased to be back 
                at work, and happy with my progress.  *********** |